juz for u my memory...i will survive

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

nothing 2 say...but,i dedicate this song for some1.

im realising something, im changing..
i used to be tough no matter wat prob im facing....
as long as im happy..
there's more of me tat's changing i think..
i wanna say goodbye to the old me..

in ma past,,i had totally lost faith in love thingy.. extremely disappointed n heart broken, and thus i promise myself will no longer give a damn! i love myself more and i wont let myself hurted again.. dun be shocked when u'll find out tat i dont love u like i do yesterday, its all bcoz of u..i hav lost the most important thing in a relationship, that is trust. i duno how to trust u anymore....u're ma memory...

now,i will survive....


says:people can change..trust me!!

wanita,ibarat coklat !!

lelaki : wanita ibarat coklat..

wanita: coklat?

lelaki: ya,coklat.coklat y disimpan rapi,terjaga...yang sentiasa indah dan cantik dlm balutannya.campaklah walau ia ke mana pn,pasti semua org mengagumi dan menginginkannya....semakin ia berbalut,semakin ia terjaga..dan seandainya diberi pilihan antara coklat y sedia berbalut dgn coklat y tbuka dan terjatuh.pasti org akan memilih..........

wanita: pasti org akan memilih y berbalut kn?kerana y terbuka itu sudah dicemari,sudah kotor,sudah x berharga.kan?dan sy adalah coklat y kotor itu.... (terus menunduk,riak wajah bertukar menjadi mendung,wajahnya hampir menangis )

lelaki : ya,mungkin org akan pilih y berbalut.tp,sy akan ambil coklat y satu lg dan akan basuh sebersihnya-bersihnya.sy akan balut semula sekemas dan secantiknya.dan selagi hidup,selagi punya masa,sy akan menjaga sebaik-baiknya smpai biler2....(sambil tersenyum)

perempuan : (mengangkat kepala,seakan x percaya,air mata mengalir )

says:so sweet lol...(~_~)

hanya KAU yang maha mengetahui

Ya Allah....
dugaan apakah kali ni?dlm ketenangan,dugaan itu dtg menjenguk....berikanlah aku sedikit kekuatan,nekadkn hati ni...aku hanya hamba y penuh kekhilafan....biarlah aku menempuh semua ni dgn penuh senyuman walaupun aku sendiri hampir tewas....kerana KAU y 1,taw setiap perkara y berlaku..berilah petunjuk utk segala silang kata ini...mungkin hanya mainan perasaan atau sebaliknya....amin...

says:sy hanya hamba y lemah...

im a big big girl

confuse...semua bercampur..kisah silam,kisah skrg...masa dpn....semua jd 1....
kuatkan diri khairina...
sy sedar dan sgt waras.....
tp,sy takut....
sy x pnah lari pn selama ni....
oh perasaan..
sy nk bt pe skrg??

sy buntu....

tolong.............................=(

kirimkan sy seorang y mampu jd hero dlm idup ni....

says:sy x nk nangis...tp,mata ni degil....

sy perlu tenang..jgn terlalu nervous kerana test...

sy masih ok...sgt bahagia walaupn test berderet2...beratur setiap hari..tdo x ckp,berpura2 bce note wlaupn sgt blur, tekan kalkulator ngan prasaan y sgt malas..jumaat,sabtu,ahad....still ada test finance,eco,n hrm.semua sy anggap mcm juadah buka pose...sgt enak lol..nikmat sgt...rugi spe x cuba..hehe...minggu test sgt best...nnti leh blik rayer...sgt xsabar....

sebenarnya,sy dh munkir janji..igt x nk update blog sampai ahad...tp,kena jgk..xleh2....rumate,cubit khairina ni..degil sgt...xpe2..skali skala...rindu sih sama blog ni...

sgt indah bkn...bkn pose kt atas rumput...bwh cahaya bln,tepi laut..perlu cari masa sesuai....janji ni sy x kn mungkir....pomise,next week...!!!

says:air terjun itu lps raya....sgt x sabar....(~_~)

pe motif utama sy dan blog ni yer

cik khairina oh cik khairina....
knp awk ada baby blog??

garu2 kepala....
ssh nk jwb...
nnti sy pk dulu...

dan...kenapa ramai blogger y ada?
sbb income,suka2,atau...seribu satu sbb lg...

sy y mne 1 ek????


says:angin,sampaikan salam syg pd umah...windu lol

semua 1st...entry ni org y request..

ari ni sgt normal okey....sy je y krg normal...1st time bgn awl sgt..sampai skrg x tdo lg...x pnah2 taw berblogging time2 cmni....opss...skrg kul 7.14 a.m.....biasanya sy mmg suka tdo lps subuh....hehe....tdo ni mmg nikmat...bile nk berubah ni mek?

adala sorang member ni....bertahun2 kwn...sorang y sgt giler2.....then,smalam...terjumpa dia..borak punya borak...blh nasihat sy....nk cari jodoh...carila y umo 24 or 25 ke....sbb jamin masa dpn dr y sama umo.....cari y keja dh...sgt terkejut jgkla..tp,best berdiskusi ngan kaum berlawanan a.k.a kaum adam dgn topik cmni....siyes,pe dia kte...mmg bt sy tpk.....jauh ke dpn..hehe

tul gak dia kte...sgt bernas...1st time jgk dia bg idea bernas....ni pn,1st time dia blanja sy..next time,blh la lg kebetulan jmpa...huhu.....thanks yer....

haha..sbb idea bernas dia tu..dia suh sy cte kt blog ni...siap suh ltak link blog dia lg....ish2....tp,blog baru dia sy x taw...hehe..sowi....

says:walaupn ahad,xde klas...mcm weekend jgk..sgt suka..

what u waiting 4???

hehe..lagu ni mmg antara fav skrg ni...sy klau giler,giler 1 je....x byk2....sbb tu sy seorang y setia...perasan lbh ni...
member2..sampai leh igt lagu ni....klau jumpa sy...sure dorang pn nyanyi part ni...

...."Sexy's my name, yeah sexy is my name"....

dorang mmg memahami sy.....haha....dr y x minat lagu ni..sampai leh minat...siap bluetooth lg lagu ni..haha....klau dtg bilik,nk dgr lagu ni je.....hahaha....sweet tul dorang ni....bpuluh2 kali dgr pn sabar je....phm2 la cik khairina ni....

dorang pn suka perli .....what u waiting 4?tunggu prince charming dr mana?
korang ni mmgla....suka usik sy....

x sangka jgk....mizz nina ni org kl.....anak jutawan malaysia rupanya....huhu

says:nk prince y jatuh dr tanah ke bumi...blh ke cmtu??sambil senyum sorang2....(^_^)

emosional itu terlebih indah

dh terlalu lama sy x rse mcm skrg....dh lama x singgah kt diri ni....1 perasaan y sgt9 x suka...perasaan y blh psiko sy.....1 rasa y x tgambar ngan perkataan...
SUNYI...
yup,sgt sunyi....x taw pe punca sebenar..
sbb.......jiwa..ati ni....
KOSONG...


sy seperti mau sesuatu....tp,sy x taw pe bendanya.......

says:nk nangis...emosi plak time2 cmni...

pening2 test..ni la jd..

x yah pk nk masak pe....sbb,dpt invitation...ni y bertuah ramai kwn..hehe....cik tiya ajak sy buka pose kt umah sewa dia...plg best,g mkn je...tetamu vip.....perasan lol...x bek x g org jemput2...hehe

ari ni,penat sih...pagi,ptg....ada test....online kuiz..assign...mmg gawat ari ni...
x tpu,test td mmg ssh....pening2 lalat jgk sy td....tp,tawakal je la...hehe....ujan rintik2 plak....mmg sejuk je rse....kepala pn pening2 lg....sure entry ni pn mcm ribut....hancus...
tp,xpela..unik ckit....sy tulis ikut pe sy pk...xde tpu2..jujur tu penting yer...

muka bt2 x tension....lps test kena wat on9 kuiz...hehee

sy type ni pn...ngan ngantuk sgt rase.....tdo nggak ckp...

says:ptg ni kena bwk gelas n pinggan sbb umah sewa dorang xde lbh...comey tul..

biler org syg kiter...

pernah x korang terfikir....

nape kiter ssh nk terima org y mmg syg kita??
padahal,dia mmg syg kita..
sanggup tunggu,sabar...
klau kita syg dia...
insya-Allah,dia xkn lukakan kita..
kita akn bahagia...
pelik hati...perasaan ni...
tp,ni la kenyataan...
lumrah manusia....
x taw pe y kiter nk...

says:bebel psl perasaan plak yer....x slh bg peluang....idup perlu mencuba...berani amik risiko...hehe..

citer campur2..bkn nasi campur...

mlm ni ada klas lg..pose ttp pose...kelas ttp ada...malas sih..tp,rajin2 kn diri yer khairina...note...notebook...2 perkara berbeza yer....semua sy ngadap skrg....plg fokus notebook la...heeee....jumaat ni ada test..tu kena rajin melebih ckit...

sy windu sama member2 bek dulu...sob,ila,shida,farah,teha.....

skrg,double ckit...duk cni kwn 8 org...as,jidah,miza,roza,ain,didie,mizah..kelapan tu..of coursela sayer....hehe.. tp,kitorang jrg berlapan...sbb ditakdirkan kitorang kena berpecah...group berbeza wlaupn kos same...mcm taw2 je..4 org 1 group..goup ada 2 jer....huhu....tp,klau kelas gabung,mmg meletupla...coz kitorang pn bergabung....ctula mcm2 cte ada....mmg hepy,ceria tul dorang ni....teman2 sy kt kelas,assign....mcm2 lg la....sy syg dorang semua....

mlm2 plak..sgt bising sih..bingit telinga dgr bunyi mercun...tgh2 tdo pn,mmg leh terkejut..nasib xde heart attack...ni la nasib berjiran ngan dak laki...dorang mmg semangat lbh...lampu 'lip lap' pn dh pasang luar bilik....action tul korang yer...nnti,kitorang beli jgk...hehe...(*_^)

skrg,sy perlu study....jgn tdo2 yer cik khairina....mata ni sgt layu...tp,sabar2...lawan mata....aja2 fighting....huhu

rajin mcm sy x...wink2..

says:haha...mcm2 ada...mmg campur2 punya cte..ish2....

1st day cik kaki terseliuh g klas...

1st day g klas ngan jln x brapa btul..hehe....penat,lenguh sgt.....tp,y best...duk dlm klas kaki ltak atas kerusi dpn.kaki berlunjur lg..hehe...ikutla pe org nk kte...y penting,kaki sy lenguh....pape pn,klas ari ni,ok la...wlaupn sy tersengguk gak klas dr munir td....so sory dr....ngantuk sgt....hehe....

ramai tul tgur..sem lps jari tgn..sem ni kaki plak.....diploma x yah la cte bpe kali...ntahla...sgt 'tebolah' bdk nama khairina ni....bilerla nk jd pmpuan melayu terakhir....

buka pose sgt best....lauk pauk y dimasak sendiri...bkn sy,tp roomies...klas abis lwat sgt td....sy sgt2 suka....byk sgt pilihan makanan..kt dpn ni x yah cte..dh mcm bazar...mcm2 ada....kuar2 bilik dpn blok ni....berderet kanopi....4 surela,jual2 jgk....beberapa langkah je dr bilik...meriah sgt2...

tp...apakan daya..sy x g....lenguh kaki...tgk je la....hehe..x yah g jauh2kn...sgt bertuah rse blaja di cni....hahaha....mkn punya psl,trus tlebih suka duk cni...klau igt bab mkn,tringat kt atie..adeq y blaja kt ibu kota...bakal teacher....dia kte,mkanan kt sana dhla x best..mahal plak....sabar ye adeq...kak rin mkn utk atie...byk2 gtu..(^_^)

assign..test..kuiz....makanan ruji skrg....smpai mimpi2...nightmare...hehe...

says:coursemate y sgt bek....suh beli ayam masak merah...dia trus beli nasi minyak....thanks dear miza....sgt kenyang....

x tlambat lg yer...SELAMAT BERPUASA...

bebel mcm2..lupe tul...
y sy x wish lg...
selamat menyambut bln ramadhan ye kwn2...
x tlambat lg... bru seminggu kn...hehe..
so... jgn ponteng2...biar ckp sebulan yer... y pempuan xpe... ada xcuse.. y laki tu..klau ponteng lg.. ish2.... malu kt bdk2... hehe.. mcm ustazah plak yer....

says:tarawikh jgn lpe yer....selamat melawan nafsu diri....

oppsss....playgirl??

pengkritik tu btl2 x knal spe khairina...

playgirl or playboy?simple je...tp,sgt subjektif maksudnya.....msg2 ada pendapat sendiri....tp,smpai skrg,x taw mne y sebetulnya...org y ramai couple dlm 1 masa or ramai kwn lelaki?ntahla....

lg sakit biler kite dihukum cmtu...manusia mmg suka judge org...x semua y org judge tu btl...kdg2,sgt sukar menilai manusia..rambut sama hitam...tp,hati len2...maybe,y judge tu sgt perfect hingga mahu masuk abis ke dlm kain org len...x ckp ken sendiri kot.....atau mmg suka nk bogelkan org len lps bogelkan diri sendiri bln pose ni....maaf yer,jika terkasar...
playgirl??sgt sedap bunyi...nilai dr jauh xde nilai...nilai dgn mata xkn tulus...nilai dgn nafsu,mati....nilai dgn hati,guna minda y sgt waras....bkn sng utk menjadi manusia y normal...

sgt sukar idup ni....kdg2,x semua perkara org taw...x semua duka,tangis, org bg bahu utk tumpang bersandar...y org taw,hanya judge...kritik... sgt lucu bkn...xde couple...xde special 1 pn..sem ni plg lekat kt bilik...org kte playgirl...come on la...nk bt cte pn,biarla berasas...geli ati rumate2 dgr...thanks sbb sgt concern...dan utk pengetahuan,sy mmg x de spe2...tp,jgn semudah tu make up story...sbb,tuhan je y nilai.ubah mulut tu dulu yer...nilai diri,cermin diri...

klau duk dpn mata xpela nk nilai...ni,beratus2 batu...jgn bodohkan diri ok...byk benda len lg elok nk bt bln pose ni....klau sy playgirl skalipn,sy x sshkan wahai pengkritik...biler sy xde spe2...org nk nilai...biler ada,xde plak..manusia oh manusia..

says:sy marah ke??nop.....(^_^)

kaki sakit...bebel still lg..hehe

ari ni,makin ok...stabil dh jln...kena start slow2...berlari x mampu lg..hehe...fokus skrg mmg pd kaki....mcm tlupa seketika y assign,test,menanti sy kt hostel...jumaat ni ada test cik khairina....esok lusa,kena antar assign....on9 kuiz pn nggak dibikinin lg....gud girl yer....hehe...

bak kata chu na....ma auntie...

"x leh mkn..rehat,tdo je..kn dpt mc....x yah pk keja2..."

sgt suka ngan statement tu..dun worry chu na...kak rin dh bt ni...duk dpn tv,ngadap notebook...smbil restkan diri ni....hehe...

oppss..lupe..pagi td,bgn je tdo...ngah mamai2..ada 1 msg...y bt sy tertanyer2 nape...tulisan y dh bold tu sy x phm..ntahla...org y msg ni sy knal..org y lme lost contact....

"selamat mjalani ibadah puase..success dlm study dan moga cpt sembuh..mgkn org yg kita plg bnci adlh org yg pling mgikt rntak hdup kita dlm wlaupn kita xpnah tau kwjdnnya..hargaila stiap org yg ada skeliling kita.."

says:al-fatihah utk nenek sob y baru meninggal dunia....sob besfren sy...

sy y cari penyakit....

hehe....ni la nasib bdk 'buas'.....spe lg klau bkn sy....ni la sbb sy dpt mc..blh tahan jgk lame..smpai next week.....
al-kisah bermula d sebuah fakulti...ada sorang student y mmg xcited nk bli umah lps test...kononnyer nk berbuka...weekend d umah...cpt2 + kalut punya psl...nk terjatuh kt tangga,nasib sempat pegang kt member....tp,terseliuh a.k.a terpeliuk....huhu....igtkan xde pape...jlnla ngan steady....smpai umah dh nk berbuka...langsung x leh jln....kaki ni x leh berpijak langsung...kenala dipapah...haha...ntahla,sakit,tp mcm 'princess' jap...perasan lbh...semua org tlg amik....syg semua kt sy rupanya...hepy sgt....

pape pn,semua dh settle..dh g berurut..g klinik....tp,selera mkn xde..best jgk mkn atas katil...semua org sediakan..adeq sy panggil sy pocong..sbb jln lompat2..sgt lucu.....bdn pn mcm demam je....bgn x leh llame..muntah...sy pose taw..x ponteng lg stakat ni..

semua jd ni,sy anggap mcm dugaan bln pose....sakit kn penghapus dosa...bkn nk merungut or pape...juz nk share....(*_*)

says:muka org sakit sgt buruk...x leh upload yer...hehe..

sehari dua tiga y lps...

blur...akak gemuk

sbnarnya...terlalu byk perkara jd spjg sy x update blog ni....mcm2 hal...mcm2 ada...masa btul2 jeles ngan sy utk ngadap cik notebook ni...

plg best,sy kt umah skrg...dpt mc smpai isnin...nk taw nape...nntila....

kisah cadbury,cornetto....sy akn story mory jgk...

dan.....

terlompat2 sy jln skrg...x berpijak d bumi nyata

says:sy igt kte some1...jgn lihat pe y kita x ada...tp,hargailah pe y kiter ada skrg....(*_^)

bebel di pagi hari....wink...

1.48 pagi yer....sgt2 ngantuk....pagi td sampai hostel kul 4 lbh pagi....sy tdo je spjg ari....part plg best...sy ponteng klas trus...2 klas je...hehe...penat sgt....
mcm2 sy nk cte....tp,ngantuk sgt skrg...klau blh nk tongkat je bijik mata ni....esk jadual sgt pack sampai mlm....mcm2 sy nk cte spjg beberapa ari kt sana....nntila yer u all cyg..hehe....
sy x nk ponteng2 lg.....janji utk diri sendiri....tgn btul2 mcm berikrar....huhu....pomise!!!
igt nk singgah je,sbb dh lwat sgt....windu kt blog ni...x sangka sempat plak bebel...
td,ada 1 ceritera jd....org kte sgt sweet...tp,bg sy....ntahla....mcm novel ke??

pembetulan:sy bkn g ukm..tp,berkonvensyen kt esset...dkt ngan ukm..hehe..slh info..sowiiii

says:sy sgt confuse...mcm2 persoalan skrg..

oh yeah....i will survive...

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

ntah knp yer..suka lagu ni....best,mcm semangat je...wlaupn lagu lme..tp,versi ni sy minat...so,sy plih lagu ni utk baby blog...menceriakan susasana....hehe...

says:jom,nyanyi sama2....(^_^)

bubye seketika...

maybe...
sy xkn update blog sampai isnin...
kena g ukm....
klau sempat,sy akn update...
notebook akn dibawa bersama...
sy akn rindu kt semua2....
mish u all...
nnti blik,leh share mcm2 lg....
daa~~~

byk benda kena prepare,study b4 g..celikkan minda ngan idea2 y bernas...utkmu umt,terbek punyer.universiti malaysia terbaek....huhu...chaiyok!!!!!.

says:packing...mlm nanti bertolak....

mcm2 ada yer...

umah ke 2 sy...dr 1 sudut

topik utama sehari dua ni..mkn,mkn,mkn......dpt rumate y suka mkn...plg best,ada rice cooker kt cni..mcm2 kitorang masak...mmg jimat "ongkos" sih...tugas sy sng je...sbg chef ke2..tlg2 mne ptt..hehee...x tunjuklg kepakaran ni...perasan je lbh khairina ye..ni la bertuah dpt rumate kos food serv....huhu....ngan jiran2 y sgt bek plak..meriah tul..mcm lme knal... hepy duk cni,mmg leh ilang penat+ letey+bz ngan mcm2 keja,assign,klas...tp,ttp rindu kt rumate2 lme...huhuhu... sem ni,semua berubah....dekan baru...kod pemakaian pn berubah...no jeans,t-shirt,selipar....formal mcm nk ke pejabat yer...rabu plak...korporat day...haha...dh x leh pkai mcm makcik nk g pasar....so,selamatkan diri....pakai baju kurung je la....sng cte...kekadang je la pkai slack ngan kemeja...rse mcm ahli korporat je....sgt sng nk bezakan student fakulti fpe ngan fakulti len..sbb dorang sgt bebas nk pakai pe pn....sy dh x mcm makcik skrg....org cni kte...."jangok"....haha.....

dlm kelas td,rse ngantuk sgt....then,tringat kt teha...member bek sy dulu....klau bosan,ngantuk sy suka conteng2..lukis kt note dia...kacau2 dia ckit..sbb dia mmg seorang y sgt fokus time blaja...benda wajib sy tulis TEHA PUTAT....td,sy nk bt cmtu kt member sblh....nasib bek tsedar tu bkn teha....sy btul2 tringat kt teha..nk conteng,kacau2 note dia..nk lukis2....tp,dia x blaja kt cni....

says:sem ni,langsung x g psr mlm lg...

x slh berfalsafah psl ati perasaan yer...

hari ni..mcm rajin + free je...pdahal tgh wat assign ni....hehe...xpe,singgah jap je cni....sgt kenyang mkn durian..rambutan...langsat....mcm2 lg la...bilik ni,mcm kebun buah dh..mcm2 ada...huuhuu....kelas kul 4 nnti...ngantuk lg....nk titow...(^_#)....mcm dh blank...td lps subuh bru tdo...nk siapkan 1 assign...bkn last min taw...ye,sy x tpu...x bek tpu2..masuk neraka...kecik2 dulu,suka sebut cmtu...usatazah suka pesan dlm kelas....smpai skrg,still igt lg....kdg2,tlupa gak....

haaaa.....sbnarnya kn....syg,suka,cinta.....semua berbeza kn...."sy suka dia,tp cinta kt org len"...mmg wujud semua ni kn...kdg2,semua ni ssh nk bezakan...kita sangka dh fall in luv kt dia....tp,bler dh tdetik tiba2...perasaan tu bkn cinta...tp,juz suka....syg plak blh ada biler kita suka org....tp,bkn cinta....bkn sng,syg nk ubah jd cinta....klau leh bezakan semua ni,bgusla...klau x,byk ati akan terluka....termasuk diri sendiri.....jgnla terlalu cpt nk nilai perasaan sendiri...perasaan blh buta sbb kita terlalu nk kejar or nk dptkan some1....nilaikan la...sama ada perasaan tu juz suka...syg...or cinta....renungkan2....sbb kita je taw pe kita nk...jgn tsalah menilai perasaan sendiri...

cermin ajaib,biler akak gemuk nk jatuh cinta?.(*_^)

says:tgh wat assign,sempat lg berfalsafah..haha...

lame tul x update...

yer sayer....heehee...sy still ada lg..still nk sgt share mcm2...tp,kekangan masa....bkn merajuk or membawa diri yer...x sangka ada jgk y tanyer nape syx update blog....siyes,nk sgt on9...tp,xsmpat nk ngadap lme2...sem ni mcm bz ckit...sy x leh nk men2...4 minggu duk cni,sy berjaya control diri utk x kuar foya2...jaat tul ayat..nk duk diam2 je kt hostel....sy bahagia idup dlm kesibukan skrg....semua ni,bt sy tlupa utk seperkara dua hal..
melepaskan sgt sukar...sy y decide...x nk ada spe2 ngan sy..lelaki yer...bkn pmpuan...8 bln sy single...dan,skrg,sy x memberi harapan or diberi harapan...biarlah sy idup cmni....mcm malas nk rapat ngan mne2 laki skrg...x nk ltak spe2...biarlah hati ni kosong...tp,x sepi dgn adanya kwn2 y sgt best...suka bt sy gelak,suka..biarlah sy cmni....org suka slh phm.kte mcm2....tp,mmg kenyataan..sy mmg xde spe2 skrg...sy mmg perlukan lelaki...tp,sy x mati tanpa lelaki...sy x berharap pd sape2....

psl entry never knew i needed...ramai y slh phm....dia bkn spe2....juz kwn..kbtlan sy sgt suka pic tu..mcm comey....itu y ltak...dun worry,klau sy dh ada spe2...sy x kn men sorok2...

says:sy sgt tenang skrg....walaupn tanpa kehadiran insan istimewa bernama lelaki....